Just something i wrote one day when a lot was on my mind. |
What happens from here? Do we just carry on with life? Go on as if? I just keep on wondering what these 'problems' we speak of could possibly be. It's just circling through my head and it won't leave. I wonder and pray, wonder and pray. I can't imagine what it could possibly be. i stop to think if i should ask him about it. But then again, i don't want to rush anything. I'm not sure what to do about this. Should I even do anything?! I'm so helpless and confused. I just want to drown his sorrows and help him stand on his feet. I know what these kinds of problems are like and how much they really affect our lives. I feel so much for him. I don't like knowing that he is experiencing this same pain that i'v dealt with through my own family. I'm curious whether i should speak the words or not. I just want to brighten it up. I probably can't do anything about it but just hearing my name makes him smile. And i'm really glad to know that. So i will be by your side the whole way. When you need someone to cry to, or complain to you are always welcome in my arms. I want to help you with these problems you speak of. Because we love each other and it's what i'm supposed to do. Now i don't want to see your shining face go dim. I want it to glow like the sun. And every time you think of me know that it will be okay because remember, my arms are always open. You can run to them at all times. I wish you the best with such pain in these times. I'll be praying for you and your family until you can glow once again. |