In the darkness i remain

The days are long, i try not complain,
this inner demon in my mind, and soul creates my suffering,
i hopefully leave this world, after it all to become one with myself.


There is no solution to what i endure,
lingering in my own mysery, off and on off and on,
my attitude which is hanging on by a thread, is full of negativity,bringing me down
like an anchor attached sinking a vessel,
im sinking will i be saved?,
in my own hell i survive, will it ever end?,
time is my friend, healing my wounds.



Im not driven by my ego, im only driven by the will to survive,
i have not given up yet im still here aint i?
living breathing walking the streets as a ghost,
no one knows me they only see what happens to appear,
like a ghost i remain, and i dissapear into the darkness.