A poem to my daughter, and 2 about her

I have three poems all together about my daughter, (I need to write some more). There are two that I'm not proud of. When I was pregnant with her, I was 18yrs old and I was contemplating on getting an abortion because I didn't feel as though mentally and psychologically I'd be healthy enough for her, but then started thinking about how against abortion I am, and how I would be even more depressed had I gone through with one. I had a miscarriage before when I was 16, and the physical pain of going through that was overwhelming, and a year after it happened, the emotional pain was enough to negatively distract me from everything, caused me to drop out of school and just other things that really hurt me about it. So that's why I didn't go through with having an abortion, and giving her away wasn't an option either because if I couldn't have her, I didn't want anyone to have her either, and other things that come into play when giving a baby up. I know I would've lost myself in my problems, but anyway, I'll end the intro here.