humbly I beseech you

mission: a one man show with an end in sight
quest: a journey shared by friends whose ending is unknown
recently, I feel like I have acceped a calling in my life. It was a beautiful thing that filled me with inner peace, as though It were the thing I had been fighting all my life. It also filled me with fear. I believe the world can be moved, that people can spread love and understanding instead of annoymosity and crewlity, if only show how uplifting it can be. a simple and daunting task..
But It is not something I can do alone.
I ask each of you for help and guidance. I am merely an idiot with an idea, terrified and clueless of where to go next.