Darkness

My head is a minefield waiting to explode.

One step in the wrong direction

results in the imminent explosion

Driving me into chaos.



My thoughts skip from one to the other

I never know where its going to go.

And in some ways nor do i care......

I find it too much to comprehend.



The explosion sends me spiralling into the depths,

Of which i haven't seen for such a long time.........



~I try to forget but it haunts my sleep~



When i close my eyes i see,

The things I want to forget.

Things i cannot change,

It destroys me,

In my own confusion i am powerless to stop it.



I cant see past what is right infront of me.

Blind to it all,

Watching it happen over and over again

Unable to stop it once more.