Dumb

Sometimes I think I see you,
Then remember that you’re gone.
Sometimes I want to hug you,
Then recall what I had lost.
Sometimes I call your name,
And see you in my dreams.
Sometimes I wish I was there,
If only I had seen…
Sometimes I wish I never met you,
It would have saved you hurt.
Sometimes I really hate you,
Then remember what I learned.
Sometimes I see your heart break,
But only in my mind.
Sometimes I think of memories,
How so many were unkind.
Sometimes I want to thank you.
You turned me so much better.
Sometimes I want to visit,
Just to give you the letter.
Sometimes I read that letter
When I open it, it says
Sometimes I really miss you,
And wish you were here instead.