I didn’t notice the mosquitoes at first. My ears were still ringing from the explosion. I could still move my head, but everything else shrieked with pain when I tried to move it. To my left I could see my standard army issue general’s hat. It must have been blown from my head when the force from the explosion knocked me off my feet. I could feel something under my body. My back wasn’t quite pressed into the hard pan of the desert floor. I tried to shift to make myself more comfortable but a pain erupted in my chest forcing me to breathe heavily and remain still. I could hear the mosquitoes now as they buzzed around my head. Instinctively, I waved my arm to swat them away, but nothing happened. Then the penny dropped – I couldn’t move my arm because it was no longer there. My shirt felt damp and sticky, my skin felt scorched. I felt panic and unconsciousness fighting for control of my body. The mosquitoes buzzed louder and louder. I realised that the sound could have been the distant thrum of the engines of a rescue helicopter. A new emotion – relief, but I really wasn’t sure. Was it mosquitoes or salvation? I breathed deeply to slow the rise and fall of my chest, to stop the flow of my life-force from my wounds. I tried to turn my head in the direction of the noise. There was immense pain behind my eyes. I had to know – was help on its way? The noise increased. The air moved under the rotors. I knew help was near. I started laughing in delirium. Then a figure stood over me, the image swimming as unconsciousness began to take hold. I smiled in relief and let the darkness take me. |