Sometimes you can be your own worst enemy |
Sometimes I feel so down inside I wonder why I do Yet all my friends seem to be so happy, I long to fill their shoe It's easy for me to find my own faults, though unimportant they may seem But walk a day in my own path and you'd probably yearn to scream I know that looks should not be that significant, but I wish that I could correct The funny nose, the long limbs, all I that I view as personal defect So stupied, and self centered you may be inclined to say If you only knew how I felt each moment of the day Imagine always being overlooked by guys, because there is always someone is who 'finer' While all your friends find love, and I feel like the outsider Wondering each day if someone would just love me for me I guess time will tell, but how long must I wait to see And that one special person I wish would look my way But then I turn around and walk away Hoping and longing to be noticed , yet deep inside Too afraid of rejection, so I take that stride Growing up shy and afraid to express my inner me Makes me anxious, unhappy, and filled with fury Always conscience of what someone else may think The path to insanity, I feel I'm on the brink Yet all my worries lie within how I view My body, my life, the old and the new So maybe change lies within me I learn to love me, for what I can be Until then I pour out my heart And pray one day for a brand new start Just to be brave enough to be who I am And all of life's pressures to forcefully withstand . By: Loving Heart (a true emotional experience) |