World is crumbling, it's just falling apart This is how I feel when my days start Nothing but bullshit from those that "care" Can't do anything but sit and let them tell I ignore them, maybe confront them if I dare But no matter what I do I'm just living in hell It's not as bad as what others may deal with But more times than not I just want to drink a fifth Alcohol is an escape, always has and always will A world where words are pointless and emotions die Nothing to worry about, just looking for the next refill I just want to stay there, but can't. I want to know why The day continues with all the same shit Can't wait until the day I can finally split Plans got cancelled, I'm still stuck in this place Just wishing for once things would look up for me I don't need much, just a home for me, my own space Away from people, a spot where I can be free Night is coming, my favorite time of the day It is the only time that I can just get away Freedom is a blessing that comes with the moon The blackness of night seems to sooth it all Waiting until it lasts forever, which is hopefully soon But when it seems close, there is always a wall This is my story, and it's still going strong It just makes me wonder, what did I do wrong? |