Confused love

A raging white fire within me burns deep,
With it my eyes are devoured by anger,
My fists clenched with fury,
For love is the hidden dagger,

My emotion and anger remains withheld,
For I cannot reveal my true emotional state,
And let my anger prevail my love for you,
Its must be fear, for it isn't hate,

Your spirtual existance is yet to be inclined,
When you love from a far, i feel no affection
When you're away i dont miss you,
Your only love for me is my physical attraction,

Yet i love, and love you for all that you are,
Although my hands, eyes, and mind feel hate,
It is my heart with the truest feelings,
And remaining with you is my chosen fate.