Solitude in Love

Alone in this battle
with no shield or ammo
I find myself hopeless
in need of a candle
a light or a guide of somekind
to ease the pain from myself and mankind

My heart is in a jumble
my head is in the air
but i cant stop this feeling
or the fact i even care

The touch is like heaven
the grasp is like hell
I wish I could forget you
and all would be well.

but my heart wont let me
do what my mind tells me
I'm here I'm there
I'm stupid I'm sad
I'm angry i cry

I often wonder why
such pain is pointed towards me
but most of all why you dont want me


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