beautiful pain : part 1

          There was a breeze outside  genitally  tugging at the ends of  Audrey's clothes.Begging her to come away with it. She stared up at the sky trying to find a answer that most likely didn't exist.But if she didn't have the answer she would lose love , even though she wasn't sure it could be love. He loved her  yes , but she didn't know if she loved him.That was why she was here , laying next to her mothers grave looking to god for the answer.Could she marry him?Could she picture her life perfect with him?So many questions with so many answers , but none of them were what she wanted. All she could think about was the strange yet beautiful man who bumped into her and helped her carry her things to her car. She smiled at the thought , but if she really loved Tyler then why didn't she say yes as soon as he proposed."Finally the answer" she whispered . Before she could stand up another question popped in her head ... "what if I never find love again?".