A Brief Thought

I could see myself at some later time in my life, very alone and so angry at myself for it because I was the one responsible for my isolation. ..Yes its dramatic, but I just can see that happening too easy. I've grown this phobia of attachment, I do things without feeling only waiting for the demands of others, hoping to please them. Eventually I get so tired of these people and ignore them just because of my own selfish thinking. ...And people are always trying to tell me things but what they don't know is I've already beat them to what they are about to say. I hate hearing what I already know. Though, I never have the actual strength to say that to anyone. I feel like I've lived it all before. Everything is so easy to read. Too easy too read..