If life was truly special

If my life was worth something, would I truly be special?If life was worth something how do I know that? It feels like life always seems to be a struggle to find out who I truly am, I don't seem
to know who I am, I long for the happiness that I can't ever seem to reach. If my life was worth something how and why do I feel so worthless if my life is so worthy why do I feel lost and alone my bones begin to ache with fear, fear of never finding. The happiness that I have truly
been longing for. Fear of never having someone to truly love. When will I have that pride of not feeling worthless? I wish that I wouldn't feel lifeless, I wish I could feel beautiful, but I don't feel these things that I long for the most.I long
to have someone to hold me, I long for a relationship that's flawless. Someone to truly
show they care, just wishing that one day I'd
find that special someone that would hold my hands and hug and kiss me in public with not caringIf my life was worth something, would I truly be special?
If life was worth something how do I know that? It feels like life always seems to be a struggle to find out who I truly am, I don't seem to know who I am, I long for the happiness that I can't ever seem to reach. If my life was worth something how and why do I feel so worthless? If my life is so worthy why do I feel lost and alone my bones begin to ache with fear, fear of never finding. The happiness that I have truly been longing for. Fear of never having someone to truly love. When will I have that pride of not feeling worthless? I wish that I wouldn't feel lifeless, I wish I could feel beautiful, but I don't feel these things that I long for the most.I long to have someone to hold me, I long for a relationship that's flawless. Someone to truly show they care, just wishing that one day I'd find that special someone that would hold my hands and hug and kiss me in public with not caring what people would think. If my life was worth something I wish I could feel that yet I can't I seem not to let myself feel that way, the feelings the impossible feelings, wishing to have my Cinderella moment. what people would think.cIf my life was worth something I wish I could feel that yet I can't I seem not to let
myself feel that way, the feelings the impossible feelings, wishing to have my Cinderella moment.