F*cked Up Life

Dear Jane,
Thought I would stop by, and just say hi. I got some bad news for you today. Jack is real sad. I am still at a lost. And Jill is just not the same. I am telling you this is a fucked up world we are living in, nobody is safe. Everyone has issues and there is no getting away from it. It is what it is, and believe me it is what it is not, I wish, in this fucked up life.
Dear Jane,
I know it has been awhile since I said hello. I have got some more bad news today. Jack is off somewhere getting high. I feel sick. And Jill just sits and stares at nothing. I am telling you this is a fucked up world we are living in. Nobody here is safe. Issues are no longer just skin deep, and there is no shaking it. It is what it is, and believe me it is, what it is not, I wish, in this fucked up life
Dear Jane,
Sorry we have to keep meeting like this. As you probably know, I got more bad news for you today. Jack has gone way down-hill. I am so lost. And Jill just ran away. It is what it is, and believe me it is, what it is not, I wish, in this fucked up life. I am telling you this is a fucked up world we are living in. Everyone is up for infection. There is no cure and no way out of it. It is what it is, and believe me it is, what it is not, I wish, in this fucked up life.
Dear Jane,
By now you should know the reason I am here today. I apologize for everything I could not do. I feel I failed you as your friend, as your sister, and as your family. Jack OD on coke. I was too weak. And Jill put herself to sleep. I am telling you this is a fucked up world we are living in, where everyone is affected. There is no way to keep away from it. It is what it is, and believe me it is what it is not, I wish, in this fucked up life.



© Tana Lee Buoy