Little White Pill

Woke up today
In so much pain
Do you know what it's like
To live such a life
Where pills bring you
All you wish to gain
Not a high
That comes on by surprise
But the life I lived and claimed was mine
Clamoring and clawing to get there first
Before the pain spins me off this Earth
How can life make me so damn ill
Seeing a better one inside a little white pill
I'd like to find myself
Without it's help
But that's just a dream walking uphill