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Mellissa's Writing I hate to say it, but I've seen this type of thing before Look at the years we wasted I realized this isn't the life for me I learned when to hold my tongue Through all this shit, I finally got to a whole 'nother level Never could understand the cause I was the one to pull the shortest straw Even had some trouble with the law Couldn't live this type of life anymore Livin' life a lot better I Count every blessing while I can I've been through this type of thing before As long as I have you I don't need anybody else I'm so bored with my life right now and so fucking lost in my head I'm hella lonely, too I feel so fucking alone You were always there whenever I was going through all sorts of changes I would take the pain again If I get it out on paper it's not in my head Scattered thoughts and memories are all I have left The memories aren't good; I try not to recall those Thoughts are my essential life-flow How it stings when they are sliced with the sword of disreguard Once a child is born, their spirit will live on forever Somewhere I believe in truth more than jail October 17th, 2006 Can't move forward, can't go back I couldn't see how every sign led me to you I wish I could replace all the years I've wasted I'm sorry for the tears and all the pain Now and again, I have to start from scratch There's more to life than laughter Nevermind the pain you put me through Every little thing you say October 23rd, 2006 Don't give up Don't let go of your dreams Life is never as bad as it seems Don't be afraid of what's new and strange Don't worry about what you can't change Don't lose faith in better days ahead Dwell on thoughts of hope and joy, instead Romances may fail and fortunes fall But courageous hearts survive them all Raise high your spirits and face your fears Bury your sorrows, and dry your tears Storms never last, and after the rain sunshine and rainbows comfort the pain If you keep trying you can make it And though times are tough, you can take it When you're falling down, depressed and blue Remember that I believe in you October 25th, 2006 I try to maintain a focused mind I'd like to see you deal with this If I stand and let them talk shit, respect will never be gained I know that life is painful but it's level of pleasure doesn't measure the same The journey's been strange, but I'm thankful it didn't turn me insane The reality of my mentality is what makes me sometimes so real February 5th, 2007, Wednesday Talk to me about simple things Every now and then I'm not afraid to die We live our lives haunted by all the things we should have done Who can you trust in the end Feels like yesterday I saw your face All I did was make one mistake I've been alone for way too long It's a long, long way to fall Some days I just want to hide You can love someone with all your heart, for all the right reasons and in a moment they could still just walk away Do it anyway So what if right now everything's wrong? I'm too old for Re-Do's I want to look into your eyes one more time, and see you looking back March 3rd, 2007 ANTHONY'S PAGE Impossible circumstances bound us together eternally The absence of the foundation which had created us did not break, destroy, or even weaken our bond! This void in us simply got filled with our own unique creation of strength Totally invulnerable to the influence of anyone outside the relationship we made This relationship is Love Never will that change No matter what, I'm only interested in our well-being and doing what I can to ensure that events in your life that I am a part of, turn out to be in the best interests of you I don't want to hurt you and don't want to be hurt by you I am always here for you, anytime Remember that Sincerely, Anthony Molaski - 030307 The Legal A.K.A. Drunken, Stumbling Anthony Day So, they gave me A Holiday especially to be belligerant, undoubtedly drunk, and generally incoherent on all levels of the five senses Having contained a religious foundation, it also cheerfully shoves me forward onto the stage of unwarranted, and excessive amounts of bigotry Also, orange is the color the Protostant church wears Fuck May 2007 They told us we had committed a haneous sort of crime We were tackled, booked, shackled and sentenced to some time Sometimes it may seem like you are being spread apart all over the place and there is nothing that you can do about it because it's not even happening in reality What the fuck You know how confusing that is Really that's okay, we'll succeed Never bleed to cautious cause I'm cursed Only God could budge me Seen too many brothers and siters fall down and die bloody or naturally "Please help me!" We scream out A few years before now I started feeling He's thrown bitches to the pavement talkin' shit like a bitch would I'll beat you up with my forty My mind can't even picture the stuf that I've had to figure Always got to be strapped cause we're trapped Buggin' with this shit Lucky to be here in the first place My clip is in the chamber Danger Double insane up in your face Now you're on the ground still poppin' And I can't stop reminissin' Kick back, relax and listen Can you fucking hear me? Read my lips, bitch You better understand my fucking theory, clearly, when you're near me You better fear me It's fuckin' scary hearing me blare my own and in your stereo barely They think that I'm crazy; that I've lost my mind These days it's hard for me to find peace of mind Between sanity and insanity, there is a fine line When you're in your mind wastin' your time livin' a lie, there's nothing to do I don't care what they think because the decision is mine MotherFuckers have not a clue There's heart in all that you do Regresion and depression got me Mostly, the guilt and regret got to me Started killing me August 2nd, 2007, Thursday These ocassional lapses bothered me and I stayed up late Night after night, pondering probable causes and possible solutions... I would get so frightened over nothing Terrified that something horrible was about to happen Sorry I made you wait Honest, here...I'll slash my wrists Tired of waiting for calamities Of having no control over anything - Over myself I'm tired of feeling guilty every moment that I breathe Knowing why I feel rotten isn't too terribly terrific as long as I'm sititng here Still too depressed to move Under your hurt and frustration, you loved me with a single-minded, almost archaic devotion Ihaven't got any auditory hallucinations Not even a disorientation I see colors And planes And, unfortunately, I'm reality-based I just cry a lot and try to kill myself I'm not positive I wanted to kill myself I just didn't know what else to do I'm devoting my life to being a psychiatric patient Somewhere deep, down inside there's a "Me" who could have been You are my someone Someone who knows I am alive and is happy I am there Someone who needs me to be there To talk and to listen To share and to laugh with To make plans and to be crazy with Someone who understands how I feel and thinks that how I feel is important More important than what the world thinks of you for wanting to be with me Someone who respects the person that I am and the person that I want to be Someone who encourages me to be the best that I can be Even if it means that I might have to change Someone who isn't afraid to be close I've never been able to tell anyone the way it is for me... About the anguish I've felt and the horrible way I've behaved I'm so damn tired So sick and tired of pretending I was mildly depressed Tried suicide Alienated friends and family Acted like a nut Put a dent in my head, and sometimes I'm a little irritable Now that I'm cured, there's just one thing that I'd like to know... What was I cured of? August 20th, 2007 Being alive is another thing I'm working on August 22nd, 2007 As I was told, as I got older, I understood things I never really had before And as much as I dislike admitting it at times, I was wrong A LOT And things and people really were all about everything I never thought they were Everything I was told ended up to be right I never thought it was all untrue...but mostly I thought that not everyone, everything and every place was like that There are only so many chances and so many "turns" before you either win or lose There aren't a lot of things that anyone could do to make me crazy anymore I wish there were That would just mean I hadn't gotten so fucking twisted Incompassionate My apologies to my past, niave, inocent self Sincerely, Me...You I really miss you There are few solid memories I don't want to lose I never get to say good-bye Tired of this emptiness You were my homie, you were supposed to get older with me I've decided to treat you right, I've decided to give you a reason to trust me Stupidity should be painful Judge a man by his questions, not his answers When everyone loves you that's when you hate yourself the most Why does pride make a person run and hide I don't even know what to think of myself I'm curious as to what other people might think of me October 27th, 2007 Years seem to hold no end, when you're there And when you're done, you finally realize that you'd give almost anything to get back to that time,a nd never have to grow up again There's not a lot of love left anywhere, anymore But when you find it, and it's not exactly what you pictured When you run from it, it will kill you Looking back (which is something I've been doing ever since I fucked myself of, years ago) I have many, too many memories Too many stories to count Far too high a number of regrets Too many tears, and "I'm sorries" Enough to bury a nation With all the time I've spent "Looking back" I could have fixed myself Choices Decisions Minute by minute, and day by day The Keys of Hell and Death January 28th, 2008 Each soul's torment is his own Individually, it is based on the very compassions by which we construct our lives Eacho soul's anguish is knowing the right things we did wrong The truest pain of a soul is his own self, abused from within itself The greatest of all, is his own self-destruction A song sung in hum-drum In one monotone voice The title of the song is sung A death to us all Mine, most of all Sticks are for breaking bones Stones are for grinding bones The bones are used for the sands of time Groans are the tones used by the words of their song Continually they sing as they break and grind themselves into nothingness Only then, does the song send for them The gnawing of teeth is chewing thine own tongue The thrashing of teeth, chewing one's head off The slashing of teeth gouging of eyes I've seen this movie before, so I do not want to have to sit in that dark theatre, in silence, and see it again It wasn't any good the first time, so I know it will never change And by the way, I want my money back Fuck it Keep the money and let me out of this theatre where this stupid movie is stuck on repeat and I am strapped to the chair I want to go home alone and watch one of my own movies that I've seen millions of times, and not ever go back to that "theatre" again! I'm suddenly hopeful when you're in sight I talk about you all day, and whisper your name at night Whatever you need; What I would give if you asked of me, to just make you feel complete There's always a period of re-construction You couldn't understand unless we traded spaces Shit's even worse, if you speak first I would rather rip out my brain-stem and jump rope with it, to the nearest intersection and lie under a ten-ton truck October 17th, 2008 Love what you have and remember what you had Dealing with Jail shit Wondering how a simple situation turned into a 72 hour investigation I just walked in and you were gone It looks likee you won't be back November 18th, 2008 Drifting isn't the hardest thing to do Sometimes it may be voluntary Often, it may be that slight tug in your heart, blinding you from that which you once saw Hands, condemned and determined to rip me from happiness and contentment to only sadistically play my heart into the confused, disoriented corner of my mind. Like I said, drifting isn't the hardest thing to do...One thing that my tortured years, (spent oddly trapped in my loneliness) has proven true and fast-steady... The hardest thing to do, is the right thing to do. Irony - Your heart blinds you from the truth you so consistantly strive to reach January 7th, 2009 I'm too close to see you Too far to touch, and too many times I've not done enough Too strong to hurt yoiu, too weak to crush you Tell me, what am I supposed to do I'm too scared to choose, scared to lose Tell me, what am I supposed to do I'm too wrong to free you, too right to judge, and too many times I've not done enough At night I walk alone, no matter where I've been At night I walk alone, no matter where I'm going February 8th, 2009 Sitting in my room, on my bed Alone, again Jeff is out in the living room playing the PS2 - Some hunting game He's been playing that fucking game since TUESDAY Pretty much literally non-stop He stopped long enough to: 1) Yesterday, I was pretty buzzed (alcohol) and pretty much had to molest him (while he was still playing that fucking game - eventually got him to stop) We fucked, and I passed out I woke up and he was STILL playing that FUCKING game 2) To tweak on something 3)To show his "friends" something he tweaked on! Yeah...I'm fucking sick of it... Again February 24th, 2009 Let me in your world so I can show you my love is real March 11th, 2009 The people who've been surrounding me are way too shady I don't need you to be by my side I have to move on and leave you behind I keep coming back for more I learn everytime I bleed No need to worry about everything I've done I'm sick of playing all these games Stop Admit that I'm wrong, and change my mind Sometimes you just feel tired You feel weak March 14th, 2009 You didn't love me like I loved you That's okay I'm leaving you, anyway They ain't keepin' it real like the shit that they talkin' March 17th, 2009 Love is fading from all that we are Can we see beyond the scars and make it through the dark April 6th, 2009 The next thing you know, there's no truth left at all If it's not "this", it's "that" Lost the ability to think clearly Ties it up, tucks it in, pulls it back and fucks her off again You're wrecking your mind by killing the time that kills you You can't blame the time because it's only in your mind I'm so tired of trying No one likes to be let down I know when he says he just might try, it slips through the cracks with all the other lies It seems to me that maybe you always mean no, so don't tell me you care when you don't Please pass me by Everything you do proves you do everything you do for only you I've grown to hate you for what little I had left that you've stolen out of me I know I'll never get myself back from you, but I'd at least like to give you back yourself so I don't have to have any part of it anymore The innocence of startled children cries out to me as I stare at the ar-lit sky Lives foolishly left behind on the counter at the local store How many threads of pain and rage, strung through the needle of love and trust must pierce my heart before each hole merges and my heart dissipates I know it eats you up inside I know you like what's on my mind I'm still trying to get over the fact that you're gone Left my life empty Erupted, and I have "them" to blame I'm hating what was taken from me I never meant to hurt you Thoughts of you and how you changed me I was giving more than I should have You never stopped to think of me Trying to make this love into something better, but I can't make it through all the things you do You loved me, even when I pushed you away You carried me when I was too weak to walk When you left, I lost a part of me I can't sleep at night Faithful and true; That's what we've always been together You made me stronger, through your love and your life Someday we will find another love that is fulfilling I don't want to be just another that makes you cry, and tells you lies All I think about is you, and all I speak about is you I'm trying to keep it together, but I'm falling apart Do you dream like I dream because all I dream of is being with you; I can't wait to wake up next to my dream come true I'll never find anyone as sweet as you I can't believe that you've got me acting like this I can't give you what you want, and it's killing me It's never enough to say "I'm sorry"...It's never enough January 7th, 2009 I'm kinda numb, but so distorted You left me here with the damage you've caused I feel so alone I haven't been here long enough to know Everytime I feel this, I lose control I force myself through another day Can't explain the way that everything just fell apart Because of you I"ve had to walk away from everything I'm afraid to be alone Afraid you'll leaev me when I'm gone Afraid to come back home Another sleeples night...again I try so hard to be everything that I should be I should never take away from you again My life changed because my decisions changed Sounds, cliche, I already know Sounds loike the shit the people who have never really been through any real shit would say to you I can change my life and myself as much as humanly possible and I would have a hell of a lot to be proud of, and a hell of a lot of respect for myself But you know one thing that will never change, and that I will never have any respect and pride...and peace about...? Certain things that I've done and more specifically the couple of "bigger" fuck-ups in my life Sometimes you "Steal" My shit 1) Pictures 2) Things I write 3) Needle-nose Pliers 4) Tweezers 5) Pens/Pencils 6) Screwdrivers 7) Phone #'s written on papers 8) A book 9) T-Shirts 10) Socks 11) Shorts 12) Brown hoodie (Robby gave me) 13) A "Thing" I put up in the closet in the middle of a stack of folded pants 14) Cigarettes 15) Green things 15) White sparkly things 16) Batteries 19) DVDs 20) Tacks/Nails 21) Tape (electrical, duct, and scotch FUCKING TAPE!) 22) Rolls of 35mm Film (empty, and full)\ 23) 35mm Camera YOU GAVE ME! 24) Little green compartment box 25) Little clear compartment box 26) Lighters 27) Flashlights/Laser light things 28) Phone chargers 29) Power cords, random wires/cords 30) Little knife my aunt gave me (many times) 31) Paper clips/Safety pins 32) Rope 33) Glue - All kinds 34) CDs (even girlie stupid one's, and one's you gave me!) 35) CD player 36) House keys 37) EBT Card 38) Cologne 39) Deodorant 40) Razors 41) Pipes 42) DVD Player There's gonna be some stuff you see that's gonna break your heart The door is locked, but it's open I'm so lonely You're so pitiful Who gives a fuck if you bitches are mad at me It hurts to live life on your knees It was a happy day, but kinda sad What my eyes see, my mind thinks my hands should hold The outcome of these actions caused my heart to turn cold There's always something there to remind me of you I hate it, because I hate you The more I see, the less I know The more I grow, the less I hold onto Kind of tragic Kind of Insecure But I know that I'm the only one that can fix what is wrong Look at me I'm sorry I'm so pathetic I can't believe I'm just an addict I never needed anyone to help me All the promises you've made to me are broken I'm begging you, please Save me from myself February 24th, 2009 Let me in your world so I can show you my love is real I cling to things I've lost I wish I could get the pain out of my head I wish we could hold hands and that every so often you would chose to do the right thing I wish it were easier on me to keep you in my head Gotta fight the pain in me The fear and constant calling Voices saying "Come with me. Grab your shit and ride with me" Stressin' in my mind everytime the thought of you crosses it May 24th, 2009 The days seem uniformed What if I were dead...? An enemy bullet in my head February 28th, 2008 For a large part of my life there have been many things that I've missed. Too many things that I"ve come to regret, and a few things that I've completely fucked up. There are things that I've thrown away, that I never should have broken in the first place. Wait... Don't let me cover the truth with misguided words, so here's what I should have said; There are people and there were a lot of love that I've thrown away, and that I never should have broken in the first place. And, believe me, once the trash has been burned and discarded, sifting through the soot and rubble only leaves you haveing to scrub away the most nasty memories. And, the flecks and regrets of your ignorance and clouded decisions...which, believe me, will absolutely never happen. Amnesia is something that I've genuinely wished upon myself for most of my "adult" life (w/out the brain damage!) Does that sound bad or foolish at all? Well, if it does, you are welcome to spend twenty-four hours inside my mind, my head, my heart No offense, but it would tear you apart You will never know when it's your time to go "Let it go"...why'd you have to go? I never meant to be so bad to you Remember how we used to cherish our time Incidents arose from circumstance May 25th, 2008 Because of you, I laugh a little harder, cry a lot less, and smile a lot more "What goes, 'Na-fa-fo, na-fa-fo-fo"? A black guy trying to give you his phone # - (954-9544) 1 Jar of Vaseline: $3.00 1 Box of Trojans: $12.00 Gay Porn DVDs: $30.00 Making your parents thing your brother's gay: Priceless Should have known better than to be out here fuckin' with you, with all the shit you do I need a ride or die nigga who can get dirty while he's lovin' me up There's nothing that can replace the person that you used to be, but didn't think was good enough When you changed, you threw that away In the end, all you really want is to be is who you started out to be But to keep the knowledge collected Doesn't work like that Even if you could go back, you'd fuck it up all over again without the wisdom you collected throughout those fucked off years With wisdom comes theft of innocence, and loss of your true core Lame December 17th, 2008 The truth is not in your eyes It's hanging on your tongue I'll figure you out someday I've been here a few years I used to know your soul Do you see what we've done to ourselves August 30th, 2009 Roger You would have been 28 I miss you a lot You're always there, in the middle of my mind I have letters you wrote me, still I read them every once in a while I have pictures of you, and I look at those every once in a while, too I subconsiously compare every guy I meet to you I still love you I always will My most vivid memory, ever...of my life, besides Charlie being born, is the time we spent together when you were in the hospital I know it's not the happiest of moments, but it's the one that stuck I see you a lot I was sititng on the couch, and you were by the front door You turned around, looked into my eyes and said, "I'll be right back" You stood there for a few seconds, that seemed like days Looking at me as if you knew it were the last time you'd see me I miss you I'm sorry I wish you weren't gone I wish you were here on your birthday, to spend it with your family They have celebrations for you Barbeques They love you a lot Happy Birthday Roger Ball 'till I fall, I did it for my dogs This isn't a game Time can break your heart I'm paranoid at the things I say I am sick of selfish intentions (theirs, and mine) You have only been gone for three years Death is so limited It cannot cripple love It cannot shatter hope It cannot corrode faith It cannot destroy peace It canot kill friendship It canot supress memories It cannot silence courage It cannot invade the soul It cannot steal eternal life It cannot conqour the spirit I have a lot to say, so I guess I'll start by saying that I love you I swear this will only take a minute, and you'll understand when I'm finished I don't want to see you cry, but I don't want to be the one to tell you a lie so... How do you let it go when you just don't know what's on the other side of the door when you're walking out? I'm trying my best to remember everything I tried to remember to say So I'm going to do the best I can to try to get you to understand... There's never a right time to say goodbye, but I gotta make the first move because if I don't you're going to start hating me Because I really don't feel the way I used to feel about you It's not like it's all you, it's me too I gotta figure out what I need There's never a right time to say goodbye, but we both know that we gotta go our seperate ways I know it's hard, but we gotta do it, and it's killing me There's never a right time to say goodbye My heart is breaking, and a thousand times I asked myself why Why am I taking so long to say this Listen to your heart, you know we should be apart Baby, I just can't do it, and sometimes it makes me want to cry Do you hear me crying? There's never a right time to say goodbye, but we know we gotta go our seperate ways And I know it's hard, and it's killing me, because there's never a right time to say goodbye Listen to your heart, you know we should be apart Baby, I just can't do it It makes me want to cry I can't really yell any louder How many times do I have to tell you to leave I always say how I don't need you, but it's always going to come right back to this; Please don't leave me How did I become so obnoxious How do you make me get this way I've never been this nasty Can't you tell this is just a contest Please don't leave me, you're my perfect punching bag I need you, I'm sorry Living in a hateful world What are you going to do when there isn't anywhere to run What are you going to do when there's nowhere to hide Carry on Be strong We're gonna get you where it hurts If that doesn't work, we're gonna put you in the dirt Jealous MCs still drinkin' on the haterade Ain't no commisary when you're doin' your bid What I really meant to say, is that I'm sorry for the way I am I never meant to be so cold I never wanted you to see the screwed up side of me that I keep, locked up deep inside of me Who am I going to lean on when times get tough Who am I going to talk to until three o'clock in the morning Life has a funny way of sneaking up on you when you think everything's okay, and everything's going right Life has a funy way of helping you out when you think everything's gone wrong and everything blows up in your face If a hater comes up, actin' like a bitch, punch him up in his nose and drop him to the floor Is he the one that you've been missing? Who did you run to? She gives herself away Can anyone hear her Doesn't anybody see Can't see past the pain, and we've never even met her I've got a problem, I know this much is true I'm so strung out over you, I can barely move And I like it What if I was better to you What if you were better to me What if I gave all my life to find some way to stand beside you I don't want to be angry anymore I don't want to be lonely anymore When you tell me that you love me It hurts When I know it's not real Why you actin' cool and your cousin lookin' nervous Our lives are clean now, but still we're actin' like criminals Firday night, gettin' bent Everybody nervous Thug faces Fugitives runnin' from court cases And somet hings never change They just take turns I'm paranoid at the things I say, wondering what's the penalty from day to day There was a time that the pieces fit I watched them all fall away Why do you want to give it all away Why do you wanna do everything but talk I've never touched your body like the way I touched your body We were so in love Someone's gonna do to you what you did to me Somehow, I don't have you after all that we've been through I need to let you go so I can be free I'll be okay, even though I really loved you How could I have thought I couldn't live without you I'll get better with time It's gonna hurt when it heals, too I want to feel what love is I want to know what love is I know you can show me You do something to me that I can't explain I miss you For the rest of my life, I will love you You don't have to think twice I cherish you You take me away I feel the same All these promises I'm promised, you promise in vain Take it away and leave me with nothing again You will feel my anger You will feel my pain You'll never see me catch a case and watch my future fade away We don't know why we feel how we feel inside It all happened so fast, neither one of us could grab it We lost touch What hurts the most is that you won't admit you were wrong My whole life, I was made to believe I was sick when I wasn't You got me doin' things I'd never do He really don't deserve me All he wana do is hurt me Sometimes I wonder who you'd be today Sunny days seem to hurt the most I'm not afraid One thing's for sure, my life, I would give you if I weren't already gone I told you I'd be here Take a second to listen Know that when it's raining more than ever, we'll still have eachother The worst things come from inside Can't let the struggle hold me down Hate me and tell me lies Play your part right Gotta get your heart right I ask questions to find out how you feel inside Bury me deep, because I might come back with a chemical dependancy Don't know how much time has passed No one said it feels like forever No one ever tells you what forever feels like It's not quite the same, and it never will be again All alone, sitting in my head Everything's made to be broken You'd better think of the consequences For some reason I can't seem to keep my focus straight Staying up late, stressing, thinking of what I'm gonna do tomorrow, today You want it all and that's not fair You watched me lose it all Why am I always running away Running in place Only time will tell Runnin' these streets, my homie died I wanna retaliate They say that I'm on the edge, losin' all control Can't trip on the thoughts, reminisin' on our memories Second-guessing the situation causes frustration They're constantly hatin', twistin' fate Trying to hold on Even though you're gone, I know you're right here with me A generation of cowards with nothing to lose Don't turn your back because there's someone out to kill you...sorry-ass busters I need to feel you You can't control me You know all of the rules Someday you will let me go The life we live is borrowed We're not promised tomorrow Push me inside you No other man could love me like you do You find pleasure in pleasing me, like a real man should What brought us together was fate October 27th, 2007 I don't have an anger problem I have an idiot problem May 28th, 2008 Homies ride for you Die for you Even look a cop straight in the eye and lie for you Memories give me the strength I need to proceed, the strength I need to believe This is crazy when we confuse this shit with real life It hurts when you see your friends turn their back on you I've left a lot of things behind that I'd rather not mention My faith in you was fading There is way too much at stake for me to be fake No matter my decision, I know I'll be fine Behind the lines, restin' in the dark Representin' to the popilation as a homie with a reputation Wait a minute, this is too deep I'm tryin' to piece it together, but I'm only fallin' apart Everything I can't remember Tears my past apart I've been careless with a delicate man Don't you tell me to deny it I've done wrong, and I want to suffer for my sins I've come to you because I need guidance to be true, and I don't know where to begin I need to be redeemed to the one I've sinned against because he's all I ever knew of love I know tomorrow brings the consequence at hand But I keep living every day like tomorrow never comes October 27th, 2006 (Telulah Bankhead - Actress, 1903-1968) I have three phobias, which could I mute them, would make my life as slick as a sonett, but as dull as ditch water 1) I hate to go to bed 2) I hate to wake up 3) I hate to be alone A horny husband was helping his wife set up a password for a computer. He typed, "MYPENIS" She fell over laughing when it said, "ERROR! NOT LONG ENOUGH!" A true friend sees the first tear, catches the second, and bitch-slaps the mother-fucker who caused the third You never seem to run out of things to say This is the story of a girl who cried a river and drown the whole world While she looks so sad in photographs, I absolutely love her when she smiles This is a story of a girl who looks so sad ========================================================================================================================== You put your hand over my mouth AND my nose, and knew I could barely breathe,while you were on top of me, with your face in mine. You were telling me things like, "I'm going to to shut you the fuck up." And, "Stop being stupid,or I'll break your teeth out.." "I'll flush your glasses own the toilet! Try me." |