im gone

Really? My day was bad enough. How could something else go wrong in my life, like I already don’t have enough pressure on my shoulders. At this point I could feel my skin sizzling from the heat of my madness. The sensation of fiery is pouring over my aching body. I need to let it out. I’m going to drop the devil to his knees for all this over flowing rage he has caused me. I shall take no more of this agonizing, crucial pain.. it makes me feel shameless as it shadows over and happy emotion. I don’t know how to stop it. It’s uncontrollable. How does this happen to me? I’ve made my mistakes, now I just want to scream. Never will this rage go away. It is trapped in my soul forever. Emptiness inside; feeling worthless. No one can help the way I feel or behave, it’s in my nature. Thoughts of suicide flow through my head like a stream. Unbearable pain that I cant tolerate, until I throw it all away. My life is coming to an end as the rope goes around my neck, closing my air supply, I struggle to free myself but I can’t. my hart races, then comes to a slow dying stop. As my soul flees my body, I start to feel that warm sensation of energy. I fell happy again, finally I can be free. The sunlight shines through the dark clouds of my past… I’m gone.