A Broken Wish.

I stood on my roof top, naked. Waited for it to come back, but it faded. I wanted to cry, I wanted to lie and say I was okay, just to make you go away. This isn't about you, it's all about me. I never wanted things to go this way. I held on until you were gone, so your best friend is helping my pain. But I don't want that, I don't want help. I want space. I cleared my throat and walked a mile down the road. All alone with me and my own head. And when i day dream, I dream of your bed. We were more then anyone could've ever guessed. We had a connection that could beat out the best. But as I continue my journey, down this path. I found myself sitting in the grass, I closed my eyes, and I saw your hands closing over mine, it was so sad. I couldn't care to think that you were gone forever. And for whatever reason, I decided it was time to break. So i broke down, I felt the pain. I became weak and uttered at the stain my heart was bleeding out, because it was so far broken. Nothing could fix the sting, so I grabbed the flower, and I wished you away.