When the pills aren't working |
I promised I wouldn’t tell Instinct to survive Who would send their kids to this? Another generation Blue boxes, days of the week Don’t forget a single one Dying without the wool over my eyes If you weren’t so self-centered I’d tell you before the fall No one else feels like this Or where’s the hope in life? Pain makes me special The only thing that does Misery hates company Can’t spare effort to find empathy There’s a secret I should not have told Less than 200 a day Should she or should she not? Restless nights she’s still in pain Benadryl and an escape A war to go to sleep Battles not to wake up Will I ever go too far? You are so self-centered Because you don’t want to see the rest No one else feels like this Or where’s the hope in life? Pain makes me special The only thing that does Misery hates company Can’t spare effort to find empathy There’s a secret I should not have told Too hurt to be good Pain can excuse any fault At eighteen I lose the right Adults wait until night Crying more than I laugh The serotonin dries to tears It’s not a cure, it’s just a pill For someone so self-centered You don’t have a clue who you are No one else feels like this Or where’s the hope in life? Pain makes me special The only thing that does Misery hates company Can’t spare effort to find empathy There’s a secret Don’t the dreams seem better? |