A girl who was about to kill herself discovers that she misundertood his feelings for her. |
Behind Words It was such a boring Saturday, No one has something to say. Everyone look at one another, But no one said a thing to each other. I decided to go upstairs 'Cause No one truly cares About what I was about to do, Just because I can't say I love you. I've talk to him so happy and friendly, To hide what I feel for him so deeply. All the things that I told him heartily, Has left his mind so hurriedly. It was just friendship, nothing more But I know he was worth everything for. And I know that what I feel is love, That can even reach the heavens above. He gave me once a friendly letter With a poem in it, which made me feel better. Even though he stated in it I was a special friend, I can't change the fact that I'm just a friend. So I decided that maybe today was meant For the day my love will be sent. Deep inside, I know I have to do something, 'Cause it was painful to be one-sidedly loving. I know it won't be such a good sight, For a girl to be confessing, doesn't seem right. But deep inside, I really want him to know That I am his faithful lover, not just his foe. I knocked at his door, good thing he was alone I tried to talk in a dear sweet soft tone. But then a tune came from his phone. I hope he didn't hear me moan. I stopped and asked him who that was. I wanted to cry and hit him, all because It was a girl, probabaly his girlfriend, oh my! I just wanted to disappear and die. He smiled at me and asked what I wanted I wanted to tell him my love for him can't end A man like him is very easy, for a girl to like. But Instead I said nothing and rode on my bike. I can't stop my tears, I cried and cried, I wonder if God was even on my side? Why can't he just tie our strings together? Why can't we just fall for each other? Those memories I should not be remembering So that somehow, I can stop myself from crying. I took a heavy rope and hang it on the ceiling. But I noticed something from the table, falling. It was his letter and I started crying, I didn't notice that every letter in the beginning, Forms an I L-O-V-E Y-O-U. From then on, I learned that he loves me, too. I ran to him, smiled at him, and walked by his side, So happy and thank God, I didn't continue my suicide. He smiled back cheerfully and hugged me tight Hiding your love behind words, doesn't seem right. |