Not to feel

You turn you hear to see the people around you stare. You wonder if they are staring at you and what you did. Their facesnever change the emotion stays the same. You look at them and wonder what had hurt them so badly that they can not show emotion to any person. How do they cope with situations when they can not tell others what they feel. Do they feel, can they understand what others feel?

They turn their heads to look at you. they look as if you are insane. you are staring at them for no apparent reason and they dont understand why. Their blanks stares begin to fade it to couriosity and confusion. you say to yourself, so they do feel. I wonder what their life is like that it would take so long to show how one feels. where they tought not to feel or where they in a place that made them feel so much that they didnt want to feel anymore. You cant emagine what it would be like not wanting to feel anything in the world.

You quietly realize that there is to much in this world. what use would you be if you couldn't feel anything. What good would life be to you. Is feeling nothing at all better than feeling the love of another person or the wonderous feelings of the way others make you feel. There is to much in this life not to feel.