love caged and desperate

'This place is a completly other world than the one that I know, this world is full of rudeness and trends.' Marissa kept repeating in her head as she looked around the grey prison that is the classroom, she listens to the teacher talk nonsense(the only thing she understands in the whole lesson is 'gutentag!') wile she tries to look awake and allert, she is neither, all she wants to do is stair at the head infront of hers. His short brown hair styled and loose around his happy face. The third hour of knowing his, undesirebly common, name commenced. She felt a sick feeling in her stomach, a good sick, as she staired, oblivious to the world, at his shoulders she longed to touch. As the bell went she watched him pick up his bag as she did the same but as he turned to pick up his coat off the back of his chair she did not take hers but she looked into his misteriouse grey eyes for the longest second she had ever felt, 'I think i am in love!' she yelled in her mind as her heart melted under his warm gaze... And that was when it all began.
Almost a year later the relationship began; that same week she got sent to a camp, just for a weekend but it felt like forever, the only reason she could face the world was the quick glances she had at her arm with his name written in big. When it was school time once again and it was time to face the prison she now knew she was overjoyed, the sick feeling came back as Marissa looked at his photo on her phone. He hugged her with affection that she had once longed for, her heart leaping in her chest for the final time. He broke it off after a wile, she was pained and in confusion as she let the other boys pain him. He did not give a good reason for his heartless actions as Marissa reached a state of dispare, they came together for a last time but it was not the truth that should have been and the truth came out but she acted casual and unmoved by the news of the others in his life. After how he treated her you may think she was an idiot to still like him but she just calls it 'true love!'
The same prisons are still dull and confusing but his presance gives her joy, his yells make her pain. Still longing with false hope, the teachers like herand are on her side, maths, english and music. But in some lessons they are forced to sit together; teachers obliviouse about there relationship, she tries to stay strong, he nocks her down again...