move on!!

What you think are delusions, are delusions.
What you fear, are legitimate fears.
Stop feeling so damn much, it just makes you a mess in the end.
Find something that makes you happy and stick to it. Something new
In case that wasn’t clear enough, let the fuck go of the past. Everyone else has moved on and is happy, and you need to, too.

Get your school shit sorted and don’t half-ass it like everything else.
Don’t give in to the ghosts of your past, they just want to hurt you.
Stop being afraid of people who could love you.
And stop fighting with your parents.
Stop ignoring your friends.
Stop trying to live in a little bubble of polarities.
Your life is about to begin, and you need to start doing things right.