Cursed

My heart crys out loud and I can listen no longer
Every minute I spend hands down
My muscles grow weak, my life falls deep
Oh how I desire to hear your thoughts once more
My flower inside turns deep blue
Every part of me that still lives desires you
What words must I say in order to hear
How many times can I apoligize if you shall not talk
Nothing to say, nothing left to do
Watching myself die would please me
I have done wrong, and I deserve you not
Kiss me like this, as you would no longer doubt
Ignore the screaming, fly toward the pain
Does tis bring you joy?
Left me without noise inside
Cut me open with your surgey
As you continue to kill me
Hands out, pain inside and in
The sound racing through my head
Alas darling, I shall never see your beautiful face again