A poem about getting out ones feelings |
I blinked, It all went by in a blur I think, Of all that you thought of her So I'll sink, Down lower into this depth Sworn to honesty, It's time for the story to be heard And once, Upon a time There I was, Watching you lie, And I still loved you Even through the black, Even as I broke the glass You were there, Saving yourself You didn't care, All of the worth I put into Creating myself I broke in two Hating myself And you blamed it, All on love Yes you created it, All of my love You said you hated it, Never to love again Until you saw me, Until you met me, Funny how we can forget Two united, But never as one I always minded, Who was first to come It wasn't me, Or you Or who you wanted to be It was the girl, Of your dreams Though she's runing to fast For you to catch So you slayed it, All of the love, To be hated, Never to grow And there I left it, Trying to move I never did I never can I'm stuck in the middle, Sitting the fence I still love, I still hate I still die, I feel pain I never moved, You moved too fast And now I lose, The game we had Who did I chose? I never had a side, What do I do? When I never cry? All I can try, Is to try to move on Try, To find a new love Love? Is there such a thing anymore? Anymore? I think this is cliche But who cares? I'm writing it down, To brave for doubt When I doubt all I can I dress my best, To try and make you see What you miss What I miss Is our friendship, How easy it was What I miss is, How we both didn't care And then you messed it, Used and broke Who I was, Who I been, Who I am So take your path, Stand your stance Take a breath, Don't give me a chance I'm trying, To let myself go away You've won the game For once I forfeit But I won't cry, I won't die, I'll just laugh and say, That love, Is your alibi |