Blunder

" ...........& there I wonder,

there goes another blunder,

still another stitch down the under,

for under is what i feel on this my blunder,

i stress my mind looking for an ender,

but still the nightmare anniversaries top up my calender,

i watch from the inside as u crack & say 'what an agenda',

agenda is what you see & how i wish i tendered you this tender,

this tender with no pay but another push under,

yes under, under on this pool of blunder"



"disappoint is what bestows my eye as i watch me,

anger is what fills my heart as i tangle me,

frustration eats my brain a little more every time i think of me,

anxiety spills my soul & there goes me,

there goes me, me & me the dummy,

bends & traps is what life got for me,

it's one of my ghosts after another haunting me,

every ghost so powerful overpowering me,

am going down with nobody to awaken me,

& so i wonder,when shall these my blunders halt haunting me"