Contest Entry Pain

The pain I feel is compared to none
To much for a girl of thirteen
But alone I face the malice horrors
And cry the tears of children unknown to me
The guilt of sister's act of betrayal
The shame of heads unwillful
The image of the dead I didn't save
The killers debt be me
The ghosts of past haunt my very shadows
And the valley of death be too good for me
The remarks of children unknown to pain
Who are callice and incomparable
The loss of trust between me and her
The lonliness of no ma
And the task to take care of pa
I muffle the lonely cries in dreams
For even then escape is unread
And for all the guilt
And all the shame
No amount of debt others see
Is a life waiting for me
Endless cycle goes uncheacked
But one day death cannot deni
And one day I shall be free
To burn in hell as I deserve
And no one here to mourn me
This fate our creator has desighned for me