I'm done

I'm tired of the lies,
Tired of the pain,
I'm getting sick of the hatred,
Losing faith in my mind.
Some think it's funny,
When someone hurts,
I know what it's like
To be alone, with no one.

I'd like to finish today
With one last smile on someone's face
Today may be my end,
As any day could.
I would like to say something
But cannot really say it,
Cause I know when I do,
I'll be forgotten forever.

I am alone, but I have someone,
I am hurt, but I have medication,
I am sorrowful, but I have forgiveness,
I feel tears, but I do not wish to cry.

I'm sick of all the critics.
What, am I not good enough?
Is what I do so bad?
Tell me why you denounce me,
Making me look like this?
Come on, show your face!
Show that you're human, too.
Come on, bring it!
You're not anything better
Than the rest of us.

I'm going to tear you down,
Show your face,
Bring you to the light,
And make you pay.

I'm not in fear of you,
You never can scare me.
I think you fear me,
Because I see through you.

I don't cry, I don't feel,
But my wounds are still open.
They have never healed,
But I don't care anymore.
A wound ripped open is better
Than one ignored.
Thank you for lying to me,
You made me a better person.

I am going to make you fear me,
I am going to make you tell me why
I shouldn't be here.
I am going to make you say
"I'm done!"