Mountains

I think he likes me
I’ve got his movements down to a tee
My heart stops when I see him
My liking him is not on a whim
He lights up my world like the sun lights up the day
How ever I always wonder how long he will stay
Or if this love is even real
Is it right to feel the way I feel
But as the days go by
I start to die
He walks by me like I don’t exist
I’m tired of being on his waiting list
I’m not his back-up plan
And now to me he isn’t even trying to be a man
He is nothing if not a waste of my time
One mountain down, Two hundred more to climb