This i feel i deserve

I have nothing left,
I’ve given it all away.
No one loves me anymore.
I prefer sleeping on the floor.
This I feel I deserve,
For all the pain I’ve caused.

My exes are rejections,
All except for one.
With her I had the most fun,
Now she’s gone and I’m all alone.
I don’t live in my home,
This I feel I deserve,
for all the pain I’ve caused.

This is where I feel I should be.
Living in the house of my aunt Jodi.
Some people think woe is me,
I however disagree,
I also feel that eventually.
Love will once again find me.
After all,
No good deeds go unpunished.
This I know is true,
Time will go slow,
This I know,
But my previous acts of kindness will see me through.
Painful acts of spite,
May sometimes bite,
But for those I’ve been judged upon,
And punished by The One.