Misunderstood

You misunderstand
You watch me and judge me without knowing me
or, hearing my side of the story
I hurt, i bleed, i cry but only in silence
but why?
my heart heavy as stone, a piece of it forever lost
it, forever hollow
My body scared deeply, but the deep marks musked by a simple smile
I cry out blood,
Death no more a fear but refuge
But that is always an easy way out
Even though im broken i will still stand tall
with the scares, pain, tears and hurt
Even though i I'v been down in a pit, dark and cold a void of emptiness walkinng above it
how did i survive hell so long only he knows,
Still misunderstood
And still you watch judging me endlessly
yOU never see the scares
You never see the tears, hurt or pain
All you do see is the fake smile...