cynical in this pinacle

when i get to the pinnacle of this game/ will you all turn cynical as if im the 1 to blame.?
i stand for the truth , the belief in wats right, not afraid to raise the roof, my effort is with all my might.
its funny how the biggest of things can hault writers flow/
but the smallest of irritations can light up the green light ,go.
I no-longer talk in riddle/ i use the dictionary with ease/ ive improved, n surely thats agreeable?
Now..
thats a question by heart /A progression in which u never took part.
ive seen the cruelest of actions / yet the courage of souls /the coolest of probability fractions /encourage inpossible goals/ someone who shouldnt smile/ a being that technically defys all/ raised by cowards to raise hers in style/ the end result when u dont put a soul in a waste pile