I Will Survive...

What is this feeling I do not know
I wait for God's to let His manifestation to show
I do not want something bad in my life
I just want to get rid of the pain and strife

I know that God will make away
But while waiting my faith seems to dissipate
A mustard seed is all I need
Obedience to God's Word I must heed

But while I do steps 1 and 2
I feel inside so sick and blue
My life in shambles turn upside down
I try to remember, I can have no frown

Sometimes it seems that I can't deal
Like I am spinning on the topsy turvy wheel
I want my life back on track carefree and gay
These great thoughts I have seem so far away

I know that the darkness will soon pass
I just pray to God I'll be able to last
To fight the fight while staying saved
Doing my best to no longer misbehave '

I want to lay down at times and give up the ghost
Not caring about those I'd leave behind and love the most
But I remember my child and my example to him
I must let him know, through God we will win