No one

No one knows me
No one even cares
No one understands the feeling

Why do I feel this way?
Well why do I feel unloved?
Why do I feel alone in a crowd?

Who are you to ask?

You wonder why I'm in love with suicide
It's not easy being this damn depressed
You think its just a phase
It was a phase fifteen years ago!

Love is for the weak
I love only the promise of death
Hate is much too strong
I only hate myself

So you might be the only one who cares
But you're still just like the rest
Tell me I'm wrong for feeling this way
Tell me there's a way out

Yes there is, it's in my drawer
And no one else knows