Horrible poems

I wrote most of these poems when I was a teenager going through various things. I'd love to say they are decent writing, but when I read them again many years, it is clearly a plea for attention. I wanted myself to pay attention to emotions and feelings. I think I choose a lot of the wrong words. As I read them now, I really can't remember what they mean...

A further note: I'm putting these here to give people something to tear up. I have no intention of publishing them, so I'll not be fixing them. I also gave up my career as a poet, thank ye gods, so I won't have to worry about perfecting things like this. Have