Please let me be

Please let me be.
Stop running around my head,
because when you're with him and not with me,
all I want is to be dead.

Your laugh sounds like perfection,
your smile shines like the sun,
but when I realize you'll never be mine,
I want to find a gun.

Maybe I won't go to those extremes,
but baby please leave me be.
because loving you and not having you,
is only hurting me.

I don't care if I can't control it,
I don't care if it takes time,
but I hate myself every single day,
for wanting you to be mine.

So let me make this clear,
I don't want to want you with me,
but because I can't control these feelings,
baby please let me be.