My God is awesome !

My God is awesome
He heals me when i am broken,hides me from the rain
My God is awesome because he always comes at money time.
My God is awesome because he went away but he sent a comforter,who will be there until the end of time.
My God is awesome because he did not have 2 do that,really.
My God is awesome because he is not a man he can not lie.
My God is awesome because he never backs out on his word.
My God is awesome he promises. Pay your tithes and offerings(with love)and see if i will not pour blessings upon u.
My God is awesome because he said: TEST ME ON THIS
My God IS aWESOME.I just look at his track record n my life.
My God is awesome he showed up when my mother met both my fathers,it's complicated.
Most people don't have the possesion of 1 that's decent.
My God is awesome,no doubt
My God is awesome he showed up at St. catherines hospital 4 my birth.
My God is awesome because i arrived both healthy and whole.
He showed up when I was hit by those 7 cars before 11 years of age,never sustained mortal injury only broke my r leg
3x.Only thing that accomplished I became freakishly strong on a mental and physical level,thank u.
He showed up because I never broke an arm.
He was there when i was dragged 3 blocks by that mexican women,who said she didn't stop because blacks were chasing
her, and she was scared.
My God is awesome,he showed up he didn't have 2.
He showed up when I was shining shoes in those bars
Consorting with those
pimps
courtesans
illiterates
scholars
drug addicts
drunks
those bums
He watched me hustle those grown men playing pool, backed by that white man.
He was there all the times I was beaten and robbed by various criminals many times adults.
He was there when I was struck down by the Black Gangster Disciples
He was there, no mortal injuries never stabbed never shot.
My God is awesome he shows up when he does'nt have 2.
He was there in Chicago all the times I would get beat down by racist cops.
He showed up when I destroyed all those aptitude tests.
He laughed because he said my dear son does'nt know the contribution his earth father gave,yet.
That he reads something 1x he'll retain 85% with 100% recollection,he'll learn later dear dads memory
Photograhic.
He was there when i appeared for the ACT lINDBOM High ,Chicago (15 minutes from my jail cell)
I scored a 19 good enough 4 Grambling or Howard.
My God is awesome becase those tests were merely a formality.
I could'nt fail if I tried.
He was there 4 those high school reading tests,why waste my time sophomore my reading score 18.2
Masters level,college.
He was there in that USAF recruiting office that white man very polite until I mention Harper HS
That white man changed quicker than a Porshe switChing lanes
Autobahn n Germany.
He rushed me out, probably scoured the city 4 a white boy !
Later he said no1 from there has ever passed !
I go back. How do u think u did.
I laughed be4 I replied:
I smoked it.
Why r u so sure of that.
I said my reading score is 18.2 your test is multiple choice, a waste of my time,really.
I read something once 1X retain 85% with 100% recall,I don't have 2 study that's 4 people like u.
I smoked it !
I noticed your attitude shift when I mentioned Harper,u couldn't have known of my beautiful mind.
U could'nt have known my memory is almost photographic.
All u saw was Black,Harper HS,u understated me sir.
I feed on that !
I love it.
Can i ask u some questions,sir.
Now i'm a sir, why not it is very white of u though.
WHERE R U FROM ?
HOW LONG DID U ATTEND HARPER ?
Who is this guy 50 cents "would u mind if i were 2 ask u 21 questions" ?
My God is a awesome because he prepared me 4 moments like this.
I come from East Chicago Ind.
Oh that's why u can read.
I only went 2 Harper 2 escape the gangs I went 2 CVS b4.
Oh, thats why u r smart !
Who is this guy,Groucho Marx! "it's time 2 play u bet your life,say the secret word and when an extra 100 dollars !"
Rapidly raise eyebrows now.
That's why i played football sir we're all thugs ! A list of the jobs u qualify 4 sir !
That list was thicker than a ChicAGO phonebook !
My God is awesome he showed up when he didn't have 2.
Be careful sir those jobs can b misleading.
Really.
Sir, now that we r on the same page i don't want 2 get dirty,work outside,or hard you pick,please.
Gladly sir.
No hesitation.
Medical field Operating Room Technician.
My God is awesome.Because I love this white man.
Basic training many not given promised jobs.
My training instructor 6'6 Sgt Morrell West Virginia court ordered enlistment 6 kids !,back child support.
He looked ridiculous n that Dudley Do Rite hat ! "Pimp" my nickname my entire career.
Black boy,Chicago came n a suit and red 100.00 Foti shoes lined in suede bad move.
U r A Radiologic Technician
I said sir i am am a medical field canidate !
What is that he scratched his stupid head ,he was in intelligence,really!
Pimp u will be repairing radios I think,good job.
I almost fainted, I could have gone Army 4 that !
I was crushed off 2 tech. school a full bird Colonel,a military god.
I won't get in2 it 2 much, most of u will not make it anyway,he laughed.
Thanks sir 4 your vote of confidence.
70% of u won't b here next week but if u make it 90210 Radiology Specialist, USAF the best of the best !
I think that's a lot of love 4 a radio repairman!
I had an epiphany, School of Health Care Sciences Sheppard AFB TX.
The service equivilent of Yale or Harvard.
I was in the hospital often i remembered having many x-rays.
My God is awesome because he took me from patient 2 the most elite class o hospital staff !
He shot a three and made it with no time on the clock !
1 of the top jobs n the entire Armed Forces!
Top AFSC.
Worldwide recognition, National Registry.
My God is awesome,he shows up when he doesn't have 2.
He showed up when I slept thru all those classes,why stay awake my memories almost photographic(thanks dad).
Instructor wakes me Pimp the class is stuck, can u answer a question?
Sir can u please repeat it of course i will.
I answer back 2 sleep. Pimp go stand n the corner !,maybe u will stay awake !
My God is awesome because they could'nt wait 4 me 2 fail and they're still waiting.
I showed the class my study style,lowest failure rate in Airforce history!
I was top 10% in my class, because my God is awesome he shows up when he doesn't have 2.
Left the force difficulty landing a job n the field.
My God is awesome because he keeps showing up at money time.
He says throw the kid a bone with meat on it,my own Radiology dpt.!
Later n the game he sends in Brenda k an RN. THAT SISTER LAUNCHED MY CAREER N2 ORBIT!
He showed up in my jail cell 4 crimes I should have went 2 prison for the commission.
He showed up n that courtroom with that racist judge.
A few arrests o convictions not a blemish on my record.
My god is awesome he showed up and he didn't have 2.
He showed up when he sent 2 nonsmoking,nondrinking,gainfully employed, and active fathers.
My god is awesome because he always hits the 3 with no time on the clock.
He showed up when those gangsters chased me thru that auto junkyard being trailed by those noisy doberman pinschers.
I heard them the entire time I was leaping over cars and trucks n a single bound,easily.
I still can't fathom how i got over that 30 foot tall fence with bobbed wire across the top uninjured !
I would have beaten Carl Lewis,handily.
I would have beat Edwin Moses just as easily.
My God is Awesome 4 that night making me the best track athlete on earth,bar none!
My only problem where did i leave that shoeshine box,handmade 4 me by Ramos ?
He was there when he sent my long suffering wife JB,he was there when he sent my daughter Nik.
Sunrise hospital Las Vegas, Nv mini me.beautiful,whole,the pretttest thing n the nursery,ask the nurses.
My God is awesome he showed up on every travel assignment everywhere we went I was royalty treated royally.
Best places 4 things skiing n Alaska and Jacksonhole Wyoming ! snorkeling n Hilo,Ha. u catch my drift
so many places so many things i don't have enough ink.
My God is awesome he showed up all those times I almost gave up the ghost n those mountains.
He was there when I was ripping thru them backwards jumping off cliffs, I hope i looked good.
He was there whitewater rafting with me n those class 4# rapids n West Va, n Snake river in Wyoming.
He was there when I swam with those sharks in Hawaii.
He was there thru 15 plus auto accidents,he was there n Wisconsin I routinely drove over 100 miles an hour.
I lived 75 miles away 2 have a indoor heated pool and inroom jacuzzi.
My God is awesome because he watches over babes and fools.
He was there when he sent O 2 make me n2 a travel superstar.
He was there when he sent my man Hamp 2 Ak.That brother said chill baby I come n peace I never forgot that.
I would be a groomsman n his wedding later n the game.
He was there when he sent Brenda my son u r going 2 catch HIV poor JB is going 2 have a nervous breakdown,really.
That husband of mine Frank wants 2 be u,what's going on ?
He was there when he sent p-diddy 2 that YMCA n Vegas petite thing curling almost curling her body weight 90 pds!
He was there when he sent Walt and Drae 2 Jacksonhole ! Shot National Brotherhood of Skiers over 50'000 strong
largest in the world and were Black.
Hello !
He was there when he sent Matty, send my son 1 of the best ski instructors n the world !
He made me n2 a superhero and a legend with a run n my name called "Marvins Garden".
Shout out 2 my boys n Jhole,Wy !
He was there send Debbie and Tony from Gary Indiana.
He was there send Kesi as his neice and biggest fan.
He was there send Penny as a role model make him want 2 b just like her.
Young,gifted,pretty,educated,eloquent,well traveled,and Black.
He send in mrs Johnson 2 b his English teacher and mentor.
She is 2 tell my son he will make big money,drive big cars,go many places,and do great things.
Tell her 2 tell him u don't want me,you only think u do you'll see.
Tell her 2 tell him u r bigger than me and the city of Chicago make him believe it !
My God is awesome he shows up and he doesn't have 2.
Mrs johnson was a prophet !
He was there when he sent my sister Marie the personification of how not 2 live a life, send Ramos as a reminder
he's an alcoholic and a women beater and all day trick and john,my son can b obtuse at times.
He was there when he sent Shauna my boo 4 life.
He said send Alma my son will need friends 2 the end like " Thelma and Louise " friends.
To all the teachers,preachers,butchers and candlestick men thank u.
My god is awesome because as Barry said so eloquently,he put u n my mix.
My god is awesome i just look at his track record in my life.
My God is awesome because he sent my younger sister Yogi neither her or Marie blessed with a superior gene pool,
that's on mama, she trys hard but the deck is stacked against her.
My biological 95 still around,photographic memory,businessman,also was a pimp.
Sober every day of his life and he never played a game he couldn't win the descendant of doctors,lawyers,
teachers,nurses, one cousin has written 6 books, catch my drift.
They r all talented creatively n the extreme I would never know until many years later unknowingly i was just
like them.
My God is awesome because he didn't allow dear mama 2 pick losers as sperm donors.
My father grew up with little RC Ray Charles,my father knows all the greats he was an mc on the Chitlin Circuit".
He worked 39 years at Inland Steel knew of Joe Jackson !
He was also a pimp,can u imagine the stories he has 2 tell!
He searched 4 me and found me over 30 years later I thought he died n the 80's every thing I told him he just kept
saying of course all my hobbies were his !He said man in this family that's what we do u didn't know and he laughed.
He's very modest and very Country Dumb like Ray, he would get mad if I ever asked him 2 repeat anything he ever told me.
He could speak of the 50's like yesterday,he had a coronary when i asked had he ever been 2 jail.
Not 4 1 hour "there's a way u do things, treat people."
Another time another place he would have been a great president. I understand now it iritated him because
his memories photographic me asking him 2 repeat was a character flaw, on my part.
even 2day he remembers prices of said acts !
He immediatly goes n2 Fred Sanford mode complete with heart attack !If pressed.
He would have been the dumbest lawyers godsend,really !
Country Dumb at it's finest,personified like Ray Charles I missed something major n my evolution !
It was my birthrite non of my traits were my own.
My God is awesome he stacked deck n my favor and I wasn't even aware.
He was there when he sent Strawberry a courtesan, me as her muse.
She was a New Orleans mulatto with hair that hung 2 the middle of her back she was a Chicago version of
Pam Grier/Halle Berry cafe au lait skin,light eyes,about 120 pounds wet.
She only dressed n all black leather weather was not a factor always black knee high leather boots 8"heel
at least.This sister did'nt walk she floated around don't b mad at your man he was hers whenever she wanted,
it was like that! She was tragically gunned down 2 weeks b4 my 15th birthday she was going 2 b my gift.
She prophesied u will make big money,drive big cars,go many faraway places,your women will b educated and make
huge dollars.U don't want me u just think u do you'll see.
Did her and Mrs Johnson read the same script ?
I hope I made u proud my love. I know u watched the show, i've felt u many times when i was n distress.
He was there when he sent that old man whose shoes I shined on 79th street n Chicago,he was crying like a child
I said sir we don't roll like that around here what's wrong.He said 1 day soon son i'll b shining your shoes.
That man was a prophet, 10 years later I got the email.I was a young lion coming up he was and old lion going out.
My God is awesome he sent that man 2 tell me my future in life.Pastor Mcgrady SPOKE ON THIS A FEW WEEKS BACK,
CONFIRMATION.
Anointing and jealousy not where u r but where u r going.That man didn't see a shoeshine boy,black on his knees.
that man saw I was David and he was Saul !
My God is awesome he showed up he didn't have 2 !
My God is awesome i look no further than my life.
Start as shoeshine boy Black end up as a national radiolgy travel tech.
Ski n 16 states and 2 countries just 4 fun do it backwards !
Have a run named after u called "Marvins Garden", why not.
Be a big mountain hero at the most feared resort Jacksonhole n Wyoming.
Meet Fortune 500 presidents and movie stars.
Be n Las Vegas at a pivotal time n it's growth my life reads like a freakin fairytale !
My God is awesome, no doubt!
Because at 47 years of age at the most pivotal times n a game i can be "The Diesel" once again !
I can't control the entire game anymore.
Don't tell these kids I still play with teenagers and win at a 75% clip !
And I remind them often when I was their age a 47 year old could'nt b n the same building!
Your celebrating victory, really.I was hell n the 90's this moment is priceless always.
90's we were not even born yet ! 90's How old r u ! My point proven.
Keep it up I will go get my daughter the "Little Diesel".And tell her u were abusing the old man.
But he taught me basketball is inside out not vice versa,control it u r almost guaranteed victory,
See The Great Bill Russell, the greatest n the history of team sports.
My God is awesome because whenever I sit 2 write the words spring forth like from a river or a waterfall.
My god is awesome because when i hit the stage I transform N2" Marvinallineedis1mikenorthcutt"
I scan the room
Pick the piece
And often can quiet a room.
just give me a beat
a stage 2 stand on
all i need is 1 mike everytime.
Hello !
My God is awesome because he always shows up at winning time !

Because he sent a Comforter 4 always

Never ever give up !
Always be encouraged !
a beat
a stage
and 1 mike
I am out