Here We Go Again

Here we go again.
Bend legs open without a second thought
Looking for comfort in eyes that are closed
Gripping a back that already came equipped with love marks
All’s left are dirty sheets and a dirty body
Nothing else to see

Here we go again.

Bile coming from the back of an abused throat
Shoving unwanted food into a greedy mouth
Getting tired more and more
A hatred forming in the center of a worn out body

Here we go again.

Combing streets for a name I forgot to catch
Searching for a face not remembered
Looking for,
Nothing

Here we go again.

Sitting in a cold chair
Waiting for name to be called
Looking for options that don’t exist
Laying on my back, again
At least something’s coming out
Not in
A waste basket has been filled

Here we go again.

Bend legs open without a second thought
Looking for comfort in eyes that are closed
Gripping a back that already came equipped with love marks
All’s left are dirty sheets and a dirty body
Nothing else to see