The Writing

My Writing

I look into my darkness,

I see nothing, no one,

I feel empty inside,

I have no where to run,

I try to wake up,

I am not asleep,

I do not know where I am going,

I think of my past and cry,

I almost hear a voice in the darkness,

I do not understand,

I only want happiness,

I cannot see past my fear,

And then my eyes open,

I see movement in my darkness,

I see something, someone,

I begin to feel full,

I see a light getting brighter,

I have wonderful dreams,

I know what I want to do now,

I look to my future and smile,

I know that voice in the dim light,

I feel happy,

I am not afraid,

For it is you who are with me; my writing.