My Life's A Mess

Oh Lord I know my life's a mess.

I need your cleansing righteousness.

Again, and again I feel like I fall.

I feel like this life's not worth livin' at all.

And when I call your name

I start to feel insane

because I'm callin' and callin'

what seems to be in vain.

My friends, they laugh at me.

They say I'm losin ' my mind.

I'm trying to see you

but I feel like I'm blind.

The circumstances set,

I just cannot deny

that I feel you don't exist

and I'm runnin' outta time,

outta life.

Take my hand and grab the knife

pointed at my heart.

My life.

My life is not my own-

it was paid with a price.

The circumstances set,

and I just cannot deny

that there is a Savior, Adonai.

I live in a world that's really dark.

But to see the truth

I just need a spark.

Oh Lord, clean the dirt from my soul.

Push these shadows away,

and may I be faithful

and faithfully stay

away from sin and lies.

The lies bind and darken my eyes from the truth.

I don't need proof.

I need to be cleansed.

Then I'll see that the Son on my behalf defends

me from the enemy

who's constantly attacking me,

tempting me from the apple tree.

I drop the confusion,

throw away the worlds delusion

and philosophies.

I'm waiting for the prophecies to be fulfilled.

Fill me to see what is truth and real love.

Help me see I'm not above

anybody else.

Kill my pride and confide

through your Spirit to me,

through me,

use me,

though my heart can be unruly.

Cleanse me,

clean me-

I confess.

Oh Lord I know my life's a mess.

I need your cleansing righteousness.