On the way to Resurrection !!

Lost in midst of the congested crowd,

Little boy T had in me,

That made me smile,jump about

Making merry each passing instant,

Lighting up surroundings every now & then,

Now- That boy seems o'er & died out !!







Evolved a new person bold & cold

Loneliness,boredom, Depression

Mind & soul could only hold;

Questioning my existence -all about

Helpless is me having no answer.







Trembling inside the poor soul,

Close ones trying to console,

Rekindling the old myself- daunting challenge;

Ending this identity crisis quite urgent;

Or the upcoming fills with dark,

Or this present too embraces the dark.







They say,I've changed ;

I too accept ,I am not the same !!

They're unaware of the circumstances I met

How they dealt & treated me like hell;

If only they knew I'm burning deep inside,

Struggling & vying to attain my former loved self !!! .......