Just a bad time in my life.... |
If you could see how much I care When the words you choose don’t fight fair To hear the fatal words that says the end Take pieces of my heart that may never mend Why is this the road you choose I will never know why and stay confused Mixed emotions have become my norm A sight of light and then back to the storm Nothing with us has ever been good But I still loved you with all that I could I chose to take you for who you are The wounds, the scrapes, the bloody scars So I ask you take me as I am Loving, caring, a not so perfect man Little did I know when we chose to forgive That was too much for you and short lived I pay the ultimate price of loving you For loving my friends the way I want to Having to choose between them and your insecurities Has brought this man completely to his knees or Has torn this man from what he believes I have let you take away what’s not rightfully yours My heart, my smile and everything that’s pure Wishing you could turn me inside and about See my heart pumping as your name spills out Not because it’s the choice I want to make It’s necessary for the roads we need to take I wish you, your life, nothing but the best But now it’s time to give the mind, heart, and soul some rest When I get around you or accept your calls The hurt it of it all exposes my flaws Your cold and hateful words that say “let go” Force the demons in me to take control To be a person that I know I am not Maybe hate, hurt and anger is all you got Or maybe it’s because you can’t see the beauty in me All you want to see is the flaws, betrayal and ugly So you took your stand and I would never wish this So please don’t look to me for any forgiveness This is how you wanted this to end Forgetting that I was once your best friend And although you may never ask why It will be written in the puddles of the tears I cried GOODBYE |