I am f*****g bored of life!

Dear viewers,



I write to you all today because I am fucking sick! You ask sick? Illness? No, I'm sick of life. Everyone trodding on everyone elses personal business, every annoying cunt having to think their opinion is valid to everyone elses life. No I don't want their opinions, they have no idea how I feel, and yes I know I sound like an angsty teenager, but we all say how every person is unique and different, yet when someone has a problem then everyone seems to think they have been in the same situation, and we laugh, and let them talk, when all we are really thinking is "Shut the fuck up!".



I used to be blissful, and ignorant. I had hobbys, and college. I used to wake up, get ready, and go to college, do all the work, get myself involved, then come home and sit and play on a game, or even read a book, or article. Now I dread getting up,why should I have to get up, because some high up prick who governs the education system thinks that by adding all of this useless bullshit coursework, just to make themselves look better! 10 years ago you could walk into a place and ask for a job, and vuala! Now we need these little pieces of paper just to prove we have the skills, which take 6 years or more. We have to sit and listen to all the crap these courses need, when even the teachers believe its utter bullshit. Then we have to sit with others who think we're all similar, we're all friends. No we aren't, we are all just so fucking full of hatred towards each other that we group with those we can stand. Then we go home, and try to forget about it.



Which gets me onto my next problem, hobbies? I've simply ran out. I read, play games, go out for walks, and hang out. I am bored! I find myself writing this with a cigarette in one hand, and a bottle of lambrini in the other. Yes, I'm reduced to this utter bullshit of a life. If it wasn't for humanity, being so stuck up its own fucking arse then I wouldnt be so bored of this existence.



This I believe stems from humans not being allowed to express anger! Every life form that can show emotion, has the freedom to show it. Yet when a human is angry, we are simply told to " calm down". Well no, why the fuck should I be told to not express myself the way I want? Fuck you humanity, your stupid rules, and your high uptight governors of the world.



Wishing life could be simple,

Ethan x