Girl with the broken back window.

Girl who drives with the broken back window.

I've always viewed my world as empty with no meaning, destitute an wasteful, your question was to

Analyze my importce an what brings joy to my life, I know what I'm about to say sounds so cliché sad but

There's a girl in my life, when I'm around her I can't help but to feel like I've found something special, almost as if I had bee
n looking for treasure I didn't know existed. When I look in her eyes' its like nothing I've ever seen before,

It scares me to think that when I look I won't know or when I listen I won't really be hearing because her words ring shock waves

through my mind. from these effects it makes me curious, being curious is what occupies me so my statement earlier about

destitution is now eradicated at the very thought or her. When I'm around her I forget my natural ''male'' coding to make her like me
by flirtation remarks or friendly gestures. We are from different life styles, we are from different worlds .so how is hers impacting the life
I didn't think I had?..well its simply from desire, pain, frustration. these three words define in inner most parts of why feelings for her. My desire
is to be there an love her my pain is knowing ill never be good enough an my frustration is the fact while my heart keeps trying for
Something of an illusion my mind desperately wind's down the time I have left with one true person I could be in love with.so

while she's here before she forgets me my life suddenly turns for the better no longer is it wasteful but important , an the one

thing that brings joy to my life is the girl who drives with a broken back window an when that goes away what will happen?..