How I Really Feel!

Don’t you ever feel like you do not belong,
That you should not be living,
Are a freak and a loner,
Even when surrounded by people,
People you may call friends,
But are not,
Because they really do not care about you,
They may act like they do,
But it is all a lie,
They never cared about you,
you thought they did,
Until they betrayed you,
Lied to you,
Stabbed you in the back,
Treating you like nothing,
Where you already are,
Buy making it even worse for you,
To cope and live your life,
To the point where you can not,
And you just give up,
You go to a counselor,
To get help and feel better,
You tell your parents,
One listens; the mother,
The other does not; the father,
You just want people to leave you alone,
But they do not,
They just make you feel more worthless,
You know who this is right,
The one I talk about,
If not you are blind,
This is I Courtney how I really feel!