Reminder

}It starts so subtle, calm, soft...I can barely decipher the whisper
I lean into it, push, reach...curiosity clutches its seeker
I surrender right, wrong, reasoning...consequence hides its victorious face
What is this want, lust, need...Thick pulse readily quickens pace
Fading conscience pulls, pleads, tries...where did I put my resistance?
Clumsily I try to gather it together...maybe I should...god nevermind now
It's impossible to deny anymore...at this very moment...it's the only thing sustaining me
Ecstasy! Rapture! Bliss!
It's over as quickly as it began, I'm left more empty than I've ever been...ever will be
It's gone...
I've hastily given what i'll never get back. The sadness snickers as it creeps thru me
Slowly it begins to taunt, torture, pry...And it knows just what buttons to press
Now...and always...this constant reminder