Syd's promise

For a promise to you ill keep

dorment within my soul i sleep

love and affection my means of currency

but your payment i search so urgently

for your words a clue

through actions untrue

for simple status ask

real regognition to pass

with love to pay

in impoverished dismay

im alone and need you

i fight to be true

myself no care and others a flare

some hope for love

for life

assist to end your strife

your pain in vain

im left but as a stain

a friend not real

in your head concealed

like all i see

your all real so real to me

the favor isnt mutual

once again im imaginairy

leave my life in the cemitairy

the grave yard yes lifes hard

but you all get a choice to help yourself

or the others around you

the person who found you may be here now

but slip as you let them left in depression rejection