I Wish I Could Yell

The life that is me and the life that was mine.
To leave all of that behind.
The joy, the happiness and the laughter.
To leave it only to never return again.
To leave the joy for for sadness.
To leave the happiness for horror.
To leave the laughter for weaping.
To leave the good nights for endless restless sleeping.
To leave Heaven for hell.

I only wish I was allowed to yell.
Yell at the friends that never came.
Yell to the father that is to blame.
Yell for the life that I want.
Yell for the life I could've had but never got...