Dream

Their laughters
Their giggles
Their happy faces
But I wasn't there
The lost me
Felt my pride hurt
Felt my heart sank
Felt emptied inside
Always and always
Pretending and pretending
To be okay
To move on
To let go
Again and again
Tired enough
and I escaped
Cowardly
To dreams
Where imaginations were boundless
Where there were no limits
Where time was infinite
The only place I could belong to
Being sober
Being myself